yeah...so

i wish somebody on blogger would make up their mind about what their gonna do on bloggr. lol im mean geez if another template changes or style change or blog host cite change im gonna scream. lol

but i'm not pointing fingers.

I have my List!!

Its a short one.

1.macbook and maybe an unlocked iphone.
computer first though. if you don't already know I'm in desperate need of a new laptop. mine is..well rather sad. it has keys missing, shuts down if you move it to much and literally hanging on by its last hinge.

2. money.
I'm going to London this summer and i need to save up some cash to help pay for it and to have a bit of spending money for the trip. i also might be going to NY for this program I'm apart and will be assisting to run next semester. i say might be because i haven't gotten any kind of details.

but anyway. money and a computer.

With love...

one reason why i smile.

C&L

verdict

that's not the Lauren Hill we all know and love. i feel like she had little to none to do with the production of THAT song. and i'm so sincere. its like how they do biggie or tupac. putting they're already recorded voices on a track. but this one doesn't fit her words and how she's singing or even the content of the words.

its all about money in my opinion and who ever has access to her vault has no respect for her or her music.

i give it a D.

i was just thinking and..

i think the reason why i'm not where i want to be, is because i can get shy...or something. i let people intimidate me in certain situations when it they shouldn't. i'm most comfortable when i'm around people i can be myself around. but when i'm not well. i'm not sure why but i clam up, get nervous, and get shy. its not attractive. im a personable person. but when it comes to being put out in the forefront i get nervous. being a leader something i've been told i'm good at. but just getting there is a challenge.

anywho. i think im done whining about myself. im gonna work towards fixing this about myself this summer.

wuwy.

my sis (blood sis) is really being an inspiration to me. lol i mean really. Harvard bound. white water rafting and canoing every weekend. some other cool stuff. she's an evil canevil in the making i tell you.

i think im gonna try and be like her when i grow up. but i mean like me. make sense?
more traveling. when i venture outside of the stifling hbcu im going to expand my "thrill seeking" horizon.

but seriously soon im gonna get my scuba diving licence this summer.
i'm gonna make my summer list soon.

ooooooh speaking of summer. this is about to be a great one.
LONDON BOUND HO!!!

Youtube never fails

I've found a new asian guitar player who has the most beautiful and relatable songs.

Melissa Polinar.

really go listen to her.