irritated. and im counting....1..2..3..4..5...this shit is happening too often, one thing after another thing..and then i keep finding out shit...this irriation is building up. Pretty soon my patience is gonna wear out and im gonna bite through my tongue...We'll see what happens....
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
So we have a black president...and its amazing
When brown can stay around,
When yellow man can be mellow,
When the red man can get ahead man,
When white can embrace what's right.
The last line is very powerful.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
So I've decided that....sex ruins relationships. Okay let me just say MY relationships, from MY point of view. And coincidentally it brings out the "nigga" in me. For instance. Mr M. as he will be called. Is a male that i had intercourse with..and he's...well just that. Rude? Maybe but that just seems to be my mentality. And in his case i lost total interest in him. And his attempts to rekindle what ever we "had" brings out more of the "nigga". Its like when Reggie turns into Reginald..
With my most recent relationship there was/is more there then just sex but still....I'm convinced that if the intercourse hadn't taken place the relationship might have turned out way better and lasted longer OR maybe amounted to something..other than a slightly awkward friendship.
Well I've claimed celibacy once again. Maybe i can have a relationship without physical intimacy. I mean not even kissing. Just a hug here and there. A really slow moving relationship. Ha give me another year.