Saturday, December 20, 2008

In response to "What are we even doing?"

So xoxo your question is one of those that's rattled my brain and heart for almost a year. I mean honestly why give your all into something and only get half or less back. Its not fair. Then there's that mind set..hey i know he cares. So why break your neck to see them...driving different places just so that feeling of YOU missing THEM can stop..so you can have more then a picture and a text, but a hug, something tangible, to know they care. Its crazy how we as females take things more seriously then them. The question "What are we even doing here?" might not mean as much to him so in turn it won't get answered...so answering it your self might be your best bet. Whats the invisible force that's pushing you to be there for him if its not really being returned..and why keep trying. Idk but when ever i even think of my past relationship and wondering if if just maybe could still work i think of that phrase, "downward escalator." It makes me remember Life. and all the things i did for him and i didn't necessarily get it back. Kind of like a cheerleader. Idk hopefully i helped...

2 comments:

Ms. XO said...

downward escalator....


thanks boo

Lott Roxx said...

You know I got you love.