i buying..

a MACBOOK...a black one. i think i want it only because of garage band..but you get a free ipod touch when you buy it...so i don't have to buy an ipod now!!
Wooooh!!!

Time

Its amazing how much people grow up and apart. Just how can you sit around and talk about nuthin like you used to do but not to be interested in the conversation like you used to be. Time is amazing. One of those things you cant get back. What was cool 2 years ago is lame as hell now. And even things that were lame as hell 2 years ago coincidentally are still lame. Ha idk same friends, different people..or maybe same friends different me. People grow up and change. Ha maybe I'm just being anti social But then there are the people you admire who are still silly as hell but doing what they gotta do to succeed and are still social. Ha idk.

P.S.
I'm starting to hate Beyonce and Sasha Fierce

Yepp....

Leandria is indifferent.
I do what i want because I'm old enough to make my own decisions so please..don't judge me. I know we play about that term..often but in real life...lets not.
If i were here to please the world i would work harder to do so but that's def not my calling so...I'll stop trying.
Trust is an issue now a days. I say don't say something, it would satisfy me if you don't do it.
Not accusing anyone. Just saying.
Please understand that i love you all dearly but it was stated twice and stated nicely that its time to go home. Huntsville is looking better to me then Nashville is at the moment.

Merry Christmas.

Im sure.

I can't breath. I would love to be able to do so though. It feels like to be a lot of pressure is on me to go a certain way. And I'm not sure if I'm going to be looked at differently if i make a certain decision. 

Damned if i do. Damned if i don't. 

♥LottRoxx