Lisence!

Yayyy! I have my lisence!
Wooooh for me!
My cars name is...still being thought of.
I'll come back with it later..

Currently

I am at my boys basketball game. They coach their church team (little kidds) and play for it too. This is the most adorable thing to watch...the smallest kidd is scoring all the points..BUT Im being destracted by this man with 'plumber syndrome'..you know when someones pants are hanging down while sitting or squatting and their's a clear view of his crack...im slightly disturbed. AND I'M PRETTY SURE HE'S NOT A PLUMBER!! It doesnt seem like he's trying to cover his crack at all! Wtf! 

Roxx out*

I....

need some kind of understanding....

My List!

I've checked off something on my list! I bought an effin guitar! And i've named her..dawnn with two N's. Yayy isn't that a pretty spelling! And look at God! I've written a song...with words!! Frustration, among other things, are a good recipe for song writing.

Have you ever wondered what your stage name would be if you were suddenly engulfed in fame? What name would you want your millions of fans to be screaming at the top of your lungs in adoration? Idk either...i think and get back to you.

Roxx out.

Zee Avi

She's asian and she plays guitar.
That makes her frawesome..(freakin awesome.)
Her voice reminds me of a crooners.

Frawesome.

Dreams..

I've been dreaming alot lately..and what i want to happen keeps showing up when i go to sleep. all smiles and a feeling of resolve.
Then i wake up. no smiles.. no resolve.

Reality is cruel.
But false reality is worse..

I have a secret..

I have a small phobia of the dark..so why are the lights constantly being cut off so that all around me in pitch black..I'm confused and flustered...my world has been shifted upside down...and i don't know why...

I'm having that feeling of something lying on my chest....its constricting my breathing, its making me second guess myself, and its numbing me to most feelings...

I'm about to take a walk..clear my head..

Piercings and ladybugs..

My sister inspired me today. She got a her lips pierced. Not the usual activity for a college graduate i know but, my sisters not usual. She never has been..

SO I'm going to get my tattoo. I'm going to stop wasting time and get it..most likely in Nashville.

Ladybug=)))

Ive Noticed..

Theres one thing i've noticed about myself..im insanely emotional. And yes i know im human..but a lot  of times i let my emotions get the best of me..and im tired of it honestly..im sick and tired of having one person shift my whole day to good or bad... One word im happy. Another word..well this is where the emotions come in..its a shame really. Im starting to get that detached feeling that i used to have in my 'coaching' days..im starting not to care anymore. Im feeling drained emotionally...

Roxx..

Did i tell you?

I went fishing the other day...and i caught 2 fish!

(Please no cracks about Alabama...people fish everywhere..the best ones are in Alabama..)

Anyway my mom fried them..and they we're damn goood. I'm proud of my self for literally putting food on the table..ha

GO LE!

Summer List

Last summer i witnessed someone make a list. Not just any list. No folks this list, according to him, was what kept him from becoming a man. He stuck to it and checked off everything on the before mentioned list. AND now, as promised, he's a man!!

Now..wasn't that inspirational? I'm going to do the same! My list is just as important to me. I've already found myself. I just need to get the necessary tools to maintain what i have..SO here's my lists!!

1. Make money!!
2. F hoes!!!
3. Get laid!!
4. Buy a boat!!

lol..okay for real though.
1. Get my licence
2. Buy a guitar
3. Get a car.
4. Build up a tolerance for kids.
5. Start writing WORDS to my songs...haha
AND FINALLY
6. SAVE MY MONEY!!

And hey...
Lets plan a trip! A place with water AND sand. And I'm serious.
NO more almost Panama City trips...the beach is calling!!!
And for once..its saying my name correctly...right inflections and everything..look at that..

Roxx is out!

Just some stuff..

I'm still in VA!!! And I'm insanely bored...I'm missing some people that i left behind in Nashville!! And slick some people in Huntsville. Who would have thought...i have something on my mind right now but I'm not really sure how to say it..

This that and the other.

I'm really tired of being in the hotel room were my father falls asleep every time the tv is on or off...he snores and I'm begining to think maybe he's the cause of my headaches..

I miss my boyfriend..I'm tired of missing my boyfriend..

Oh lord it sounds like my dad stopped breathing for a second...i think I'll wake him up..

I need a car. And you can quote me Lott Roxx will have a car by the end of the summer..licence too..haha

I'm planning a trip. A trip to Nashville for my birthday and YOUR invited! But please RSVP.

VA is rudely cold at the moment..I'm not sure but I'm pretty sure its SPRING and i thought that season called for warm weather..

Congrats to all the graduates of the 2008-2009 school year!

Also lets give it up to the new relationships and the realization of what you were in. Good job to growing up and understanding what you are and how that person was holding you back. (not at all about me)!!

Wooooh i love my SAI!

I'm in love people!!! Wooooh!!!!

And hey! i love my sister Valynncia!! she has my back no matter what AND she loves me!!!!!
Little person loves you too!!!

I think I'm done....

Graduation

My sister graduated from Hampton University today. She was one of the five WOMEN to graduate from the PHYSICS department. She was accepted into a very prestigious program in the University of Mass for grad school. She maintained a 3.4 and still had a social life. She's beautiful and intelligent. And most importantly a Lott women. As a side note she became completely financially independent from my parents in one year. And she still has time to contribute to the world famous Top Chef albums. She's amazing folks! It goes to show you that if you really work hard, you'll amount to something, you might even amount to something great.
Congrats Lauren. Your already great. Just keep it up.

Just saying..

Well I don't use blogger as often as some. But I just want to announce I could care less about what people say about me. When clearly they don't have the balls, or whatever you have, to say aloud. Take it how you want and if you think I'm talking to you I probably am. But I don't care for you or your words. Its time to go home and leave some of the TSU bs in Nashville.