When it all falls down.

I've fallen into a life style.
Like a dream really.
I've become worse than I was before.
to be satisfied things that don't last.
Losing myself in the feelings that I don't really have.
Toying with emotions that don't really matter to me.
All because of what started last April.
I let it go, but not really.
I'm not really me. I'm a nigga version of what I used to be.

lol this isn't a poem, its something that I've been trying to say but couldn't.

Hello again bloggers.

Friendship = lies

I may be acting dramatic, but that statement has proved true.

yepp.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

Still in Love regardless of it all.

God's Creation, Man's best friend.

This video/song is so powerful. Take a listen bloggers.

For all my true Beatles fans.

This love...

Man Bloggers, I know I've been away for awhile but I've been busy. I've been trying to strengthen my relationship with my Heavenly Father. Now..this is probably the hardest things to do but the easiest thing to say okay..I'm ready. It takes commitment and a whole lot of discipline.

Recently, my love reminded me of just how important my relationship with God is. So I decided to change a couple of things in my life--just as a start. One of the things was to stop cursing...and well folks as you can imagine its been hard, because you know a curse work can just really get that angry point across lol.

But seriously folks since I've stopped..or attempted to stop, i feel so much less heavy...

lol did you get that??

I feel the resistance to talk to God being lifted away and a want and need to talk to Him replacing it. I see different lights glowing in people..some brighter than others. As my love said "I'm just trying to get my light to shine."